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stupid homework

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homework, homework, I hate u so
your answers I never ever know
giving me so much trouble
when a teacher assigns double
I feel like screaming out
cause math isn't what life's about
so take your stinking papers back
I'll stick to an empty backpack
like my head, it may be kinda empty
but ill feel lighter and happy

so live with it
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Dear older brother,

its been quite some time since I last wrote a letter to you like this. Well anyway, I wanted to write this to you. It's been a long time and Ive wondered if you've been thinking the same? I know we haven't gotten the chance to talk, but I know your there for me. It would be nice if you had hung around a little longer at home... but I know that wasn't your choice per say. You allowed me to have this wonderful home and maybe our little bro too :) we used to talk about you a lot. Believe it or not, although you probably already know, that we always wanted you to come back. It amazes me that as children we knew you were supposed to be there. How foolish we were too dream of you becoming part of our family, the brother we had missed. The one we wanted to wrestle with us, teach us what you learned, warn us of approaching homework. That was our dream.

But dreams are often shattered, aren't they big brother? For years we went to this strange place. Always silent, but I was too little to see clearly out of the car window. Not that it mattered. Only dad got out and soon came back, while mom just sat there. She never talked when we 'visited' and I didn't understand. Then dad told us at our small age. Something that is quite hard to comprehend, but I guess we always knew we would never get our 'big brother'.

I always wonder, if you chose to left? No probably not, but I wish you had stayed. I feel like I carry your legacy, no not legacy, your expectations. You left mom and dad trying so hard for a second child. You loved them, I know that, and I think that's why you may have watched me even then? Did you smile, when I was sent to them? What about our little brother? I was always lonely before him... so maybe you knew? if that's the case then thank you. I know I wont be able to see you this year either but I have one last thing to say. You know how mom used to make you a cake on your birthday? well i'm not quite that prepared and I won't ask her to make one, case who could enjoy a cake knowing someone cried while making it? Too salty for my taste.... So I guess it's not much but... Happy Sweet Sixteen, I miss you bro but I also love you. Looks like it'll just be me and you at the grave this year, don't worry Ill bring you something nice :) flowers maybe? Rest in Peace and I hope we can celebrate another year as a family soon.
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Day ?

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im sleepy.... oh hi there! hmm lately ive been a little sad. Im one of those people that works really hard (or at least I always give my very best X) but it feels like I never get the benefit of working hard :( I guess that probably sounds bratty, but I have these really naturally smart friends and its hard when their always getting recognized. We do a lot of the same things and sometimes  (like yesterday) we competed in this competition but he got recognized and now gets to travel to the finals. Im so happy he gets to go cuz ive known him for yrs and like many of my friends, I always want the world to realize their talents. They are so amazing and Im honored that I know them and that their talents are being recognized.... I just wish I might be recognized too, once in a while. Its hard to stay around all u smart people! gosh darn it, ur all so brainy and I just have a box of raisins in my head....their not even yogurt covered*humph* ......so yeah, im just gunna go sit in the corner now, eat some raisins, and draw.  (ps-do I sound really young when I write these...haha probably)
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I'm so happy everyone is super nice so far..... the only downfall to just joining is the lightning contest.... wah, I'm so stressed! 😓 but I will FINISH! (and in my head I'll be all cool and in super fast motion.... in real life....maybe not so much...) wish me luck 😆
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